I definitely, absolutely, positively hate to say good byes. I can count on one hand the times I didn't really mind parting with a place, it was probably overseas and I was ready to get back to my "home" of about 11 years now-the good ole'USA!!!
But today was really hard. I had to leave a place I really grew to love. A place where the kids and I had friends and where we felt safe, accepted and loved. A place where for over 2 years we've grown, matured and enjoyed life to the fullest. I have held my tears till I had privacy and www connection at my in laws. Then I just let them flow. Maybe I am just being tired and emotional. Maybe the adventurous spirit is not part of my character as much as it part of my husband's. I don't know. I long for a place to settle and raise the kids. And I had one for the last 2 years. It's been great! I am very grateful. My heart overflows at His grace and Mecry. But my heart also aches.
After a gueling week (we started packing Monday and I finally handed the keys yesterday at 11 am) of packing we will be facing a whole week of unpacking 2 years' worth of stuff (husband calls it junk). But I don't have to think about it yet. Not for another few days. We left AL today and made it to LA about 7 hours with many stops. My wonderful mother in law had dinner ready for us and my father in law was very thoughtful to get a small birthday cake for our youngest, who turned 8 today. My headaches magically disappeared after their warm welcome.
God is so merciful to me. I can rest for a few days before making another long trip back to KY. Then, I will tackle the unpaking part and the most daunting one of finding places to put the things in our small house in KY.
We covet your prayers for a job for my husband. As of right now we are unemployed. Oh, please add in your prayers that we want to be together as a family. It has been a long year of separation.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
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I know all to well how difficult it is to move. I've moved many times in my life and left people and places i loved behind. Prayers going up for you and your family as you adjust.
ReplyDeleteHey...wondering if you would like to call in with your thoughts on our next Grace Talk Soup show on cultural differences in communication. With your experience and your move... Might help you get your mind off things too!
You are loved and missed Nat. I hope that everything works out beautifully for your family in the days and months to come.
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